tokyo's been kind to me and okinawa comforted me. mt. mitaka trip with shuuhei was refreshing and having to spend a week in okinawa with mom was good.
his last words to me were still loud and clear to me. those 8 words gave me so much strength and they keep me going. it's just so weird to have finally accept that he's gone. carmen and i still talk over the phone in effort to make things easy for both of us.
friends are sweet and encouraging. i'm not ready but i'm definitely trying. give me just a little bit longer and i'll be back. yes i know, shin's been talking about on how to pimp me out. :)
